Pain

We like the things that hurt us,

Habits, people, songs

We like to feel raw, ripped open

Emotional liabilities.

There is something so… energizing about pain.

Maneuvering around your mind, then your heart.

Hungry search to destroy endorphins.

a sweet battleground.

Its breathtaking really, sadness.

I would rather feel pain, than nothing at all.

I would rather feel alive, than nothing at all.

And maybe to me, and even to you, alive means suffering.

Alive means ripping yourself open, time and time again.

Anything, but not nothing.