Enchanted

I love with music,
with words
a pedastel to my soft spot.
I love with silence,
with eyes,
that can pierce or heal
I love wholly, horizontally
not vertically stunted
There is no other way
I would be
than obsessed with memories,
with stories of the past
I am enchanted by you.

Cortex

My legs go jelly when I think of you,
You own my mind and thoughts,
Daily,
Ultradaily
Fascinated by your departure
Lured by your energy
The heart of a sadist,
I dwell on
What could have been
What should have been
What if it had been
What
If
accompanied by hopeless scenarios
A time machine,
Yes,
Thats what I need
To take me back to fictional moments
That linger in my cortex
So human of me, I know.
I feel your pain more than I feel my own
I sense your presence, months apart
I want what I cant have
And I want you.

:)

Let me in…

Somewhere, on an emotional plateau
I will find you and you will stay
with me,
You will spill your fears and everything that stings,
forgetting night from day
light from dark
bitter from sweet
you will tell me what keeps you up at night
and what gives you goosebumps
you will tell me why you run
and come back
and why you are at tug of war with yourself, your mind, your heart
you will embrace the open space
that I have created for you
the void, between the lines
you will tell me why you stay up in the early hours
why you have become nocturnal
I want to help you
I want to heal you
I want to make you whole again
but I know, that while pasting back your pieces,
I will break
because you wont let me.