August 20

Started off the day strangely. Driving to work, felt a wave of nostalgia for melancholy. Flashbacks of moments of desperation, sadness and complete inner turmoil set in. Why do I somehow yearn for a time where I was at my lowest? It could possibly be the intensity of the emotion I felt.

Now, emotions, feelings pass me. No attachment. Just being.

I was never the type to search for happiness. My ultimate goal was, and still is, and will always be inner peace.

Happiness, just like sadness is temporary. In fact, all emotions are fleeting, all emotions are temporary. Peace is constant.

I choose peace.

 

20/08/2017

S.L.A